April 19, 2011
Wednesday of Holy Week, Day Thirty-seven
Morning - Psalm 94, Zechariah 12:9,10, 13:1,7-9, John 16:1-15
Evening - Psalm 74 Lamentations 3:1, 14-33, John 16:16
Today's readings in the Gospel of John take us through the 16th chapter. Jesus and His disciples are still in the upper room where they have eaten the Passover meal and the Last Supper. Judas has gone (Jn. 13:30), and Christ is using the few precious hours left to teach the disciples. Christ speaks of many things, from the way the world will treat the disciples to the coming of the Holy Spirit, called here, the "Comforter" (17:7). The disciples understand nothing of what He is saying. His crucifixion will almost crush them emotionally and spiritually. Their faith in Christ will die with Him on the cross because they do not understand that He came to die for their sins and to bring them into a Kingdom of the Spirit. But their sorrow will be turned to joy (vs. 20) when they see the resurrected Christ. And they will understand when the Holy Spirit comes.
The Christian's goal is to grow in Christ every day. We have looked at Christian growth during Lent, now we need to ask ourselves how we are doing. Am I really seeking to grow in Christ? Do I see myself making honest attempts to seek and grow in Him? What positive steps am I taking to try to grow in Him? What am I really doing to conquer sin and reform my thoughts and attitudes and habits? These are not easy questions, but they are necessary. Be brave, ask them. Be heroic, answer them.